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theorememes2025-11-03 08:07 am
TDM #1, arc 1.0: we drift like worried fire
BUFF
Bonded of The Sorrowweld will find that the NPCs are especially friendly to them this month. Seriously, they just keep trying to give you things. It might get annoying.
DEBUFF
For those who are bonded to Tarnished Az-Mehet, you keep seeing shadows out of the corner of your eye on every screen in the ship, even your datapad. Something is lurking.
At first, you feel a pull. In which direction, you do not know. When a portal of shimmering black and glittering stars appears in front of you, it only seems natural to step into it. On the journey, it is as if you see everything: ancient galaxies wheeling through space, cultures born and growing and leaving their planets, lights creeping over landmasses and them winking out all at once. You see the hungry arm of a black hole, an enigmatic smile under a mirrored mask, a fist clenched tight around an endless sword. Fangs shining in starlight, bandaged feet that have traveled so many miles and still remain sturdy, and code shattering under titanium will.
And then your feet touch solid ground again, and what you have seen is suddenly hard to recall, the merest of glimpses springing to mind when you try to think back.
All you know is that you witnessed something enormous, something you probably shouldn't have seen.
As you struggle to refocus your gaze, all you see for a long moment is white. White walls, white floor. Narrow white cots lined up against a wall, screens blinking above them in tones of soothing aqua and mint. You are in a medbay — a highly advanced one, given the lack of bulky machinery — but perhaps the most eye-catching thing about the room is a long window showing endless black and twinkling stars outside.
Before you can give voice to any thoughts, a small robot flutters toward you, and perches on the back of a chair. "Hello, Wayfarer!" the birdform chirps cheerfully. "I imagine you must have many questions; allow me to enlighten you! You have fallen victim to a quantum accident and have been pulled to another universe, but the Ascendants, in their generosity, intercepted your signal and brought you here so that you did not wind up in empty space. You are aboard the Theorem of the Astral Rose; our mission is to explore uncharted space and search for the Song!"
They pause, thinking, their little blue eye aglow, and then brighten.
"Oh! Introductions are in order! I am Starling's Lament in Flight, but you may call me Starling's Lament. I am one of the Hosts of this exploration vessel; we will do everything we can to ensure a safe voyage for you. Unfortunately, at this moment, we cannot send you home. The Ascendants have indicated that their search for the Song may play some key role in doing so." They whistle a merry tune. "Please enjoy your stay!"
When you manage to get your wits about you -- it's a bumpy ride between universes! -- you start to leave the medbay. Starling's Lament has indicated that you are free to explore the ship, and nowhere is off limits to you. As you leave the cool white tones of the medbay behind, a hallway stretches out in front of you. Both sides are transparent, offering a view into the long dark of space beyond. However, unlike deep space, there is currently quite a lot to see.
On the left lays the broad curve of a planet, lush green landmass and white clouds skidding across its surface. Its star is just sinking behind it, lighting up the very edge of its atmosphere in tones of engine-burn orange and ozone blue, as long shadows cast by enormous space elevators creep across the landmasses. Its most eye-catching feature, however, are the hexagonal structures webbed across its surface, connected by fine corridors with all the geometric precision of woven spider's silk. You can just barely see the tiny dots of spaceships flowing around them, docking, embarking, shuttling between them.
"That is the Redline Trading Post." You hear a tiny whisper, and look up to see another robot — a beetleform, this time, with a shiny dotted shell — watching you curiously from its place on the ceiling. In fact, there are a number of other Hosts doing the exact same thing; a snakeform coiled around a barrier rail, a catform with bright yellow eyes peeking around the corner, a chirping droneform hovering some distance down the hallway. They're all fascinated by you. "But we will be departing soon. You will not get to taste the Galactic Snowball Nova-Cream, the shining culinary jewel of Redline. Sorry. I hear it is very tasty."
You look to your right, away from the planet and the Redline post, to gaze out into the depths of space. In the distance, there is a nebula, its gasses lit up in shades of coral pink and deep purple. It is pockmarked with stars both young and old, newborn stellar entities cradled in the depths of its life-making dust. Set against the dark of space, it is a flower in bloom.
It's beautiful, except—
The longer you look at it, the more something nags at the corner of your mind. A memory glances across your thoughts, unbidden. Something you hoped for, maybe; or something you fear. Whatever the memory, as you gaze at the nebula, a small piece of it curls, shaping in response to your memory. It is your face, reflected perfectly. Smiling, or howling in anger, or weeping.
Eventually, the nebula will go back to normal. But for now, it reflects the fears and triumphs of the new Wayfarers, a mirror held up in the darkness of space.
Once you make it into the bulk of the ship, the Hosts inform you that as they have just restocked all essential supplies, they will be throwing a party in your honor, and they hope you will sample the food.
Maybe you're incredibly dubious about this. Maybe you're starving after your long journey. Either way, you find yourself in the mess hall. It's less like a traditional mess hall and more like a park full of food trucks with seating in the middle. The food trucks are bright and eye-catching, Hosts serving huge heaps of food from their interiors, as their signs advertise everything from Earthen Ancient Egyptian food (As Close As We Can Reconstruct It!) to Raxalar Black Stew (New and Improved: Now Free Of Grit!).
Real grass is underfoot, and the picnic-style seating in the middle appears to be real wood. The lighting is a myriad; whimsical string lights strung between the trucks, floating globe lights playfully dancing like fireflies, and the luminescence of a dogform's patterns and a droneform's enormous eyes and a flyform's glittering trail. The Hosts are clearly excited.
And if the food happens to have... some kind of effect?
Well, the Hosts say, that's only to be expected! The attention of an Edict may, for a nano-second, turn toward the start of this voyage, and that's bound to make anything go a little wonky. Also, they've used some ingredients from the local system, and it's only customary there to share some thoughts and ideas and memories when you eat together. How else can you properly get to know each other?
This may or may not look appealing to you depending on your sensibilities, but it does smell incredible. Soft, savory red meat paired with the fragrant, earthy scent of the vegetable. The Red Buffalo is perfectly seared, and if you poke them cautiously, you'll find the spikes are entirely edible, as long as you chew well enough. If Wayfarers eat this, they will find themselves sharing a memory with the nearest person, a vision of the last time they were truly happy.
It seems the Hosts aren't quite sure of the appropriate alcohol content of substances, as this will burn all the way down, chased by a cool, sparkly feeling all the way down one's esophagus. It tastes of sweetly sour plums, and a potential hangover tomorrow morning. Wayfarers that imbibe this alcohol beverage will start overhearing the thoughts of those around them, as if they are perfectly in tune with everyone.
Ah, a perfectly homey looking meal, sweet and savory, gently steaming. These are a must-try for any Wayfarer with a sweet tooth, proudly boasting of the agricultural and apiary skill of a nearby alien culture. The buns are perfectly fluffy, the spiced honey is warming. What's not to love? After eating this, Wayfarers will find themselves and the nearest person sharing a vision of themselves as they might have been had they gone down the worst possible path in their life.
This isn't the Cherry Cola! you may or may not be familiar with, but it's interesting that whatever alien came up with this came up with the same Earth word. Or maybe the Hosts got it from Earth? Either way, it's fizzy, it's sparkly, it makes you feel like you're floating on rainbow bubbles. Upon drinking this, imbibers will telepathically project outward a vision of the most beautiful thing they've ever seen.
Dear god. What is it? Who came up with this? Who is even brave enough to try this? It certainly… has a taste. It… has an appearance. Whether either of these things are good is in the eye of the beholder. Wayfarers adventurous enough to put this in their mouths (or other eating appendages) will find themselves uncontrollably speaking aloud of the thing they long for the most.
Eventually, it comes time to launch.
The Hosts are a blur of activity, some of them packing up more delicate equipment in case of errant gravity waves during initial propulsion, some of them herding the Wayfarers into a seating area reserved specifically for the safety of its occupants during launch, deceleration, and rare turbulence. You are informed that engine flare will be so bright it will rival a star for the next twenty-five hours of engine start-up burn, but you will only need to stay strapped in for half an hour or so.
As the Theorem's enormous engines start cycling, the entire ship seems to hum in melodic song. And after everybody is strapped in, that's when the intensity starts. Gravity seems to want to push everything toward the stern, and Wayfarers are pressed hard against their seats with the inertia. After half an hour, the Hosts cheerily announce that everybody is free to get up and move around — but you might want to stay near a window, as they will be doing a low dive through the nearby planet's second moon's atmosphere, and it will be quite the sight.
Soon enough, the moon becomes visible. It is of unbroken crimson red, though subtle shifting in its surface lets you guess that it's water rather than earth. And then, as the Theorem rolls gently to the side, the view in the windows nearly perfectly split between moon and space, that's when you see them, swimming through the atmosphere.
To call them fish would be inaccurate — they are not in an ocean, or any body of water — and yet, that will be the word that springs to mind for most Wayfarers. Some of them are sleek and small, schooling in packs of shimmering white and ochre. Others are long and pointed, appendages pointed backward to exude a bright pink gas that propels them forward and which trails after them like oil slicks in the air. The locals call them x'enuda, the Hosts tell you, a combination of words that mean to fly and cunning prey.
They swim closer, swarming outside of the window. Some of them swim through, phasing through the shielding and windows alike, to dance gently in the interior of the Theorem, darting to and fro. If any Wayfarers find themselves curious enough to reach out and touch these creatures, they will find themselves similarly phased, capable of passing through matter for the next few minutes before the shared electrical field wears off and returns them to normal corporality. The external shield will catch you if you phase right through the ship's floor, but you may need to swim back up. Others may find themselves suddenly craving company, as if the x'enuda's instinct to remain safe in a school is catching.
"All Wayfarers, please report to the docking bay!"
As you filter into the enormous cavern that makes up the docking bay of the Theorem, you see rows of smaller spacecraft. Some of them are sleek and light, like they'd be as free as a feather during aerial combat, while others are bulky and spacious. Many of them have designs in alien languages on them, or bizarre looking mascots, seemingly for good luck. As the occasional screen informs you, you are free to claim any one of the ships as your own, but first, Starling's Lament would very much like to give a presentation.
Past the rows of ships lays an expansive opening in the side of the Theorem, many stories high and wide, a shimmering forcefield the only thing between you and space. Beyond it, you can see the quickly fading shape of the planet and moons you left behind as the Theorem continues acceleration. It is in front of this that Starling's Lament has set up a large hologram of a star map.
As they start to explain once everyone is gathered, the map currently shows the region of space you are in. It is an enormous quadrant of multiple galaxies, some pinwheeled in shape, some circuler or tube-like. A line arcs across it, heading into what is clearly less-explored space, beyond the area colorfully marked as Alliance territory. Eventually, that line stops at a star, which then magnifies to reveal a six planet system, the second planet from the star circled.
This is your first objective: designation Epsilon-355.
There are many stories of which planets the Last Pilgrim has set foot upon, and yet, nobody has ever verified any of them. This, the Ascendants claim, is the closest match they have found for one of those planets in a scrap of story: a land of golden sand and shimmering glass, where pilgrimages track their way across the Golden Barrens desert. The planet is small and unassuming in the hologram, and the details next to it are scarce: relatively normal gravity, breathable atmosphere. More details will become available as the Theorem gets close enough for in-depth scans.
If there any notes of the Song to be found, they may yet be found in the Last Pilgrim's footprints.
Presentation nearly over, Starling's Lament directs you a series of tables that have neatly assembled packages of gear. Once you have picked your Division, you are welcome to claim the technological tools of its trade. You can also look at the spaceships available to claim, or even just watch out the docking bay door as you leave the planet behind and head deeper into space.
Welcome to the mission, Wayfarer.
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Does Pinocchio want to grow up to be a "real boy" now?
[Bad joke aside, Johnny quickly drops the act and gives Vince his absolute support.]
But whatever you want to do, I’m game. I want to hear what kind of music Vincent makes, not Vinny pretending to be me. So, yeah, I’ll help you anyway I can.
[He means that, too. Johnny is curious what kind of music Vince would make, especially because of his dual heritage and the time he spent as a nomad. Johnny can’t help but wonder if Vinny would be the type to mix in English and Spanish in his lyrics. Maybe some Japanese too? Johnny might be getting ahead of himself here.]
You know, you…should try your hand at writing lyrics. It’s not too complicated, you know? Just gotta listen to the heart.
1/2
Vincent. [ No one's called him that in ages. Hell, no one's called him Vicente since his dearly departed mother. Doesn't even sound like real names anymore. Whatever is written, if anything, after Konpeki and Arasaka Tower, it'll be about V.
But when Johnny says it it feels right. Like coming home again, knuckles bloodied, face bruised and scratched up, sliding into the chair at the kitchen table as if nothing was wrong. "Again, mijo?" But she never screamed at him, or raised her hand.
Unconditional love. That's what it feels like.
Oh.
Fuck. ]
2/2
You did it 'cause he asked. ] Johnny. [ Mouth turns to cotton. Rather fight Smasher again, but when has Vincent turned down the possibility of pain?
Stomping on someone's face is plebeian in comparison to carving out your own heart and presenting it to someone you care about more than the world, begging them to take it since it's already theirs. ] W-what are we?
[ Once those words are out his mouth keeps going, afraid if he stops he'll never say it: ] In Mikoshi, I... I was this close to sayin' fuck it all, walkin' with you and Alt into the Blackwall. Fuck the fame, the money, my body. Rather live with you, even if we're both ghosts.
That's what you meant, isn't it?
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[His mouth goes dry once he hears the question. What are they, really? The two of them already walked past the threshold of friendship into something far deeper than just two chooms shooting the shit. They’re closer than comrades, deeper than friends, and still even more romantic than soulmates. The two of them are like two halves of the same whole. They lived and breathed for each other, the both of them fighting tooth and nail to stay together until the end. Johnny believes V when he said he would’ve joined him beyond the Blackwall. He believes every word because he knows it’s all true.
Vince didn’t walk to hell and back for nothing, no. He did that all because of him.
He stares at V for a long while, his gaze raw with emotions as he slides his organic hand over Vince’s arm where the tattoo lies. You know the one that says Johnny + V with a little heart around it. What started off as just a stupid prank lowkey became what Johnny truly felt for this gonk.]
Johnny + V forever. [He mumbles while tracing his fingers over the tattoo.] I’m never leaving, V.
I just can’t.
[Yeah, V is spot on about him. He’s his demon, a piece of his fucking soul at this point. He can’t leave Vince even though he tried to in hopes of saving his life. So yeah, they’re stuck together forever.]
Look, if you wanna put a label on us—then fine, but make sure you use the right one. We aren’t kids. This is deeper than just you being my input.
1/2
But Vincent hadn't. At first he dismissed it as an expense he could afford but couldn't justify, then a bother. With his packed schedule as the designated solver of all of Night City's ills, wasting fifteen minutes to rid himself of a trashy tattoo was the actual luxury he couldn't afford.
Now, as Johnny's fingertips, warm and solid, slide over the ink, he's glad he didn't. ] Johnny + V forever.
[ Leaving was the hardest thing he's ever done. In the end, as always, he'd accepted Johnny's decision. Too numb from battle, from dying once more and being turned into an engram, what all they sacrificed got them in the end—return to your failing body and die a third and final time in less than a year, without Johnny, or be absorbed into Alt's code, cease to exist as a human and become yet another spectre in the Blackwall, and allow Johnny to keep the body.
Death all the way down.
"Goodbye, V. And never stop fightin'."
"If you love someone, set them free. If they come back, they’re yours; if they don’t, they never were." ]
2/2
Love so wondrous and terrifying, endless and unquantifiable. Like staring at the center, the gaping maw of the universe, a hunger so deep it pulls, consumes everything, everyone around it.
And yet, try as he might, Vincent knows he'll never escape it. He doesn't want to.] I am... [ Feeling as if the entirety of existence spins on the axis that is him. Skin tingling the way it always does after a particularly good meditation session, but more. Yet he swallows thickly, pushes through it. Doesn't want to scare Johnny. ] ...fuckin' terrified. More so than I was when Smasher dropped on us.
But... [ He looks out the window, this time seeing something else in that nebula—a black hole, blackest black ringed by the purest, brightest white. ] ... already lost you once. And that what worse. Told you I was killin' a comrade? [ Shakes his head. ] Nah. Killed a part of my soul.
So, whatever the fuck happens, I'm in it 'til we turn to dust. Again. 'Cause the fear can't hide the fact this is the happiest I've ever been in my life.
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[A shiver races down Johnny’s spine but not because he’s cold. Well, maybe he’s a little cold right now in nothing else but a crappy tank top and a pair of leather pants, but it’s Vince’s words that makes him shiver. He curls up against V, practically draping himself against the man for warmth, comfort, and peace of mind. They’ve gone through hell and beyond together. He sacrificed it all for V in hopes the man could live on without him. However, he slowly finds himself realizing that neither one of them can survive without the other. They’re a bonded pair, like a pair of lovebirds.
It’s a sappy thought, one that Johnny tries hard to rebuke but here they are. There’s not much he can deny about them being soulmates. This is deeper than what he had with Alt, deeper what he had Rogue and Kerry. This shit feels primal on an instinctual level. It’s a little scary to be honest.
However, Johnny Silverhand is no coward.]
Does this mean we’re fucking now? [He asks in an attempt to lighten the mood.] We better be cause you’re like a fuckin’ monk!
You don’t even jerk off.
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No longer wearing his jacket, only the coveralls and sleeveless tank top that were beneath it, they'll have to settle for sharing body warmth. Which suits Vincent just fine.
He's never had an input. Now, he never will—because whatever it is that they are, it's much, much deeper than such a facile designation. It sounds pretentious even to Vincent's ears, but then the voice of Anders Hellman drifts into his mild, and the disdain disappears. If one of the world's premier bioengineers couldn't make heads or tails of what he and Johnny were then, what hope does he, Johnny, and other mere mortals have?
And talking about mortal concerns... ] You fuckin' serious right now? [ Watching Johnny fuck Alt through his memories was awkward enough. The less said about Meredith Stout, the better. ] Don't need to rub one out to scratch that itch, Johnny. Thought you would've figured it out by now. [ Sexual frustration, ends up, is excellent fodder for an OS that runs on weaponized rage down to hormone levels.
Vincent now understands the meaning of bloodlust, intimately. Why all those Shaolin monks go celibate too. ] You fucked broads. I danced with MaxTac.